"For you created my inmost being,
you knit me together in my mothers womb.
I praise you for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful,

I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place.

When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."

Psalm 139 vs 13-16



To My Precious,

You were loved before you were formed! I want you to KNOW how loved you are!
God was involved in every part of your development and KNEW you!

You were fearfully and wonderfully made - God's works are wonderful!
You were carefully knitted together in my womb! God knew!

I looked in the mirror today and suddenly thought I will never know what you would have looked like.
Would you have my hair? My eyes? Your dad's smile and muscles? :)

I will never be able to see you smile or hear your laugh.
Tuck you in at night and tickle your back! How I just LONG for that!

Right now, you are so close inside me but yet so far!

Our hearts are broken for the plans we had for you!
If only keeping you was dependent on how much we long for you!

I am sorry we couldn't do more to keep you!

Our hearts are incredibly sore, yet life goes on.

One foot in front of the other.

One day at a time.

I love you more than you will know!
Even though I won't be able to tell you that I love you.....I KNOW that you know!

Love Your Mommy
xxx