For those few weeks-
I had you to myself.
And that seems too short of time
To be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks-
I came to know you...
And to love you.
You came to trust me with your life.
Oh, what a life I had planned for you!
Just those few weeks-
When I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes,plans, dreams, and aspirations...
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks-
It wasn't enough time to convince others
How special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
And no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks-
And no "normal" person would cry all night
Over a tiny, unfinished baby,
Or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day.
No one would, so why am I?
You were just those few weeks my little one
You darted in and out of my life too quickly.
But it seems that's all the time you needed
To make my life so much richer-
And give me a small glimpse of eternity.
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ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful Sandi!!
ReplyDeleteWhether you carried them for a few weeks or 9 months, you still lost your babies! You should never has to justify your hurt, sadness, fear,or pain! Those are all normal feelings to have. No one can understand the amount of pain you go through when you've lost a baby you were carrying, unless they have gone through that loss too. It's not something you can just get over or forget!
You are a wonderful person and I hope that you will soon find peace! You have been through so much and it has made you a stronger person!I pray that God's plan will soon be revealed so you don't have to go through any more pain!
Love to you!
~Sara~