SO much changes after a pregnancy loss.
Relationships, friendships and beliefs can be shaken, abandoned and replaced.

One may discover hidden strengths in yourself or you may be taken aback when reactions are not as you would have predicted.
And while a sense of normality will creep back in your life, you will be forever changed - be a different person.

You are not the same person. It is like a mirror which has been shattered and you can put all the pieces together and it might look right, but there is always a tiny piece missing. Sometimes I wish I could find those tiny pieces.
Sometimes I wish I was still ignorant!

Not a day goes by when I dont think about my babies and what could have been.
But on the flip side, we have been given an enormous gift. These precious little creatures never spoke a word but yet they have taught me so much. They taught me compassion, empathy, strength, faith and above all they taught me that I can handle more than I ever thought possible!

I have become a lot harder, yet much softer!

It has reshaped my views, values and feelings!