Thursday

Glory Baby


I just absolutely LOVE the words to this song and I love the actual song and tune as well!

Glory baby you slipped away as fast as we could say baby…baby..
You were growing, what happened dear?
You disappeared on us baby…baby..
Heaven will hold you before we do
Heaven will keep you safe until we’re home with you…
Until we’re home with you…

Miss you everyday
Miss you in every way
But we know there’s a
day when we will hold you
We will hold you
You’ll kiss our tears away
When we’re home to stay
Can’t wait for the day when we will see you
We will see you
But baby let sweet Jesus hold you
‘till mom and dad can hold you…
You’ll just have heaven before we do
You’ll just have heaven before we do

Sweet little babies, it’s hard to
understand it ‘cause we’re hurting
We are hurting
But there is healing
And we know we’re stronger people through the growing
And in knowing-
That all things work together for our good
And God works His purposes just like He said He would…
Just like He said He would…

BRIDGE:
I can’t imagine heaven’s lullabies
and what they must sound like
But I will rest in knowing, heaven is your home
And it’s all you’ll ever know…all you’ll ever know…




I feel that I have come along way on this journey! From an inceredible high at the beginning of the year with a very special pregnancy to an incredible low in the middle of the year when I realised I needed professional help. I felt like a failure reaching out, but now I realise how it actually took incredible strength and courage to reach out and admit I need help!

So, reflecting on the year (as everyone does at the end of the year), this year has had some very different emotions. But I can honestly say I am still standing here on my 2 feet and I feel stronger and wiser! Things I have learnt about my character, the amazing things I have discovered about Mike and how much I have learnt to lean on God for, have been invaluable lessons!

My heart still aches and tugs often - with reminders here and there!
I often think about what could have been and how much I wish I had my baby to celebrate Christmas with and put up the Christmas tree with and buy presents for. I wish I was a mom and had my baby here to love, hold and enjoy but there are times were I light my special candle at home and watch the flame and am reminded about how they must be dancing and celebrating in heaven!

I just wish I could tell them how much I love them!

But I have many other things to be grateful for and I AM incredibly grateful for them!

Mike and I are still waiting for our visas for Singapore, but we hoping to get them VERY soon and then aim to leave in about 2 weeks time. We are SO looking forward to a new adventure and more things to experience and be grateful for!

But for now, I have learnt to be content in every situation and circumstance and be grateful for what I have in my life NOW!
It may not have been what I initially wanted or planned for but it's what I have now and thats special!

4 comments:

  1. Love you my Precious.xxx

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  2. So, so proud of you my friend...

    Love Liezel
    www.raisingnoah-redeemedbygrace.blogspot.com

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  3. So glad that you wrote to me, so that I too can read your blog and have the privilege of meeting you. My heart so feels your ache my friend. I so believe the Father is going to use your writing to touch many hurting mommies who understand this ache. Praying for your heart today and sending you much love. Janine

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  4. Sandi, I LOVE this song too. I can't listen to it without crying. Thanks so much for sharing. I'm so glad that I've gotten to know you.

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